Guru Maharaj Ji's satsang at Hans Jayanti Festival, Kissimmee, Florida.
Thursday afternoon, 9th November, 1978.

Like I was saying yesterday. If you could find any place, you know, If any any point, anywhere, anything. If you could just find a little place for me. Then just please stick me in somewhere because I wanna be on your boat and I wanna, I want to be with you so desperate. I am already indebted to you. There is no way. Don't expect anything from me. I will do whatever I can by your grace. But don't expect. I'm already too much indebted to you. How can I ever repay? What can I ever do? When I can't even pay you with the if I had the whole wealth of this entire world, when I can't even pay you with that Guru Maharaj Ji then what have I got. What? What is there that I can I can give you?

And you give me so much. You give me that affection and you give me that love and I keep taking it. I never even think about “Oh Guru Maharaj Ji, what can I give you"? I'm such an, I'm so, I mean if there are people to be called the worst, then here I am. It's me. You know if there is somebody who is the worst of the bunch here it is. It's me. And more you see that that it's me please help me more please and and even what right do we have to plead to Guru Maharaj Ji? Who are we, you know, who are we that we can even plead to Guru Maharaj Ji and say Guru Maharaj Ji “Please." Or talk to Guru Maharaj Ji, even look at Guru Maharaj Ji but we do it.

One moment of satsang, one moment, one word of Guru Maharaj Ji, what is the price of that word and how are you going to repay Guru Maharaj Ji? How are you going to repay Guru Maharaj Ji? And what does Guru Maharaj Ji said? He said he doesn't say “You have to give me 800 tonnes of love." He says “Just give me whatever love you can, that's all I want. And in turn what? What does Guru Maharaj Ji give us? Everything that we don't deserve, everything that that we cannot even dream possible.

You know, and that's what we have to, that feeling has to become constant in our lives. That feeling has to become a reality in our lives. Not just whenever you feel a little emotional on the side that you go “Guru Maharaj Ji. I love you." No, or “Oh Guru Maharaj Ji you know you're wonderful. Wonderful. Wonderful isn’t the word. Wonderful what? You know, and all Guru Maharaj Ji's asking is a very, I mean nothing. We give our mind more love than that, every minute, every second every, you know, everyday. Then Guru Maharaj Ji says “Can I have a little bit?" And even that he doesn't, he's not insisting on. So you want this Knowledge, you want my love. Here it is. Have it and then could you please give me some love? Could you please make a little effort? Could you please take that step for me, because I wanna be with you. I want you. And it's just like it's a double sided emotional fantastic emotional story. Really. That's what it is. It’s incredible.